Take it or leave it

Sometimes it doesn't mind on what you get as the way you perform is all that matters. i might be in my comfort zone long enough that i am so lazy and unsecure to get out of it. But then, i know i manage to work it out, simply because i can. it is up to you whether to take it which ultimately lead you to a more fruitful path or leave it, where you will just be a total write-off forever and always. Take it or leave it, you may make a smart move now!

不想讲，也懒的讲

It's nerve wrecking when i cant play it well! begin to hate myself more! :(

i told you to finish your work you gave me a fuck face.But you hand in to me not even a professional piece of work! Fuck your face

there you go! time for something constructive!

everyone have their own story behind, i am no different.it's just the matter how u manipulate your own storyline, making it a interesting and exciting one that everybody would amaze. im learning not to too concerned for their thought,just do ur part and god will do the rest!

never give up in any circumstances!

im really scared..scare that i couldnt get what i wan! bt never mind..when the going gets tough, the tough gets the going ! i will prove to them especially the one who don agree with me...i will prove it! let's get started! word hard n smart n finally it all will paid off! :) jia you! :D

last school day

although the next notes might be fraught with challenges, difficulties, i'll no doubt continue my path, playing and composing perfectly that the rhythm will surely imprint deeply in your heart

Awake!

slap me or kill me, i want to totally forget about it! Have been reeling on the same matter time and again, sometime really hate myself for beingwhat i am right now. Okay, i shall make a promise to myself not to think of the same problem again! please help me, and please give me the strength to delete you in my memory! i really want to delete delete and delete!Often waste a lot of time in front of computer, waiting for you to go online.I'm totally foolish! this feeling is just so crapy!i wan to get out of it! Result just going downhill, but i just keep on give myself excuses! Oh please, is it me? Hying that i known will never be reeling on the the stupid matter..but yet i did this time! That's the reason i hate myself! i , myself found that this kind of huiying is so annoying.Okay, just make a deal to yourself! Never think about it anymore, never think about him anymore, it's not worth! your goal is your upcoming and the most important exam ever!pay fully attention on study like anybody else did okay! Dont just get back the same poor stupid result again! No more excuses, no more stupid thoughts,just wage all out for the exam because u deserved better result!Dont waste this golden and challenging opportunity! once in a lifetime! you ll feel awesome and much satisfaction if you do work hard and score the best! yes, right now, start from this moment, never ever think of the stupid things..if yes i did, u can give me a slap as a wake up call for me. cz i found that im such a failure n really stupid thinking for something that not belong to me! it's not worth! nobody can help u out except yourself! So please! u can do it! yes! u ll suceed only if you want it!then, what's more you waiting for! just go all ahead for your studies! the path ahead is bright and of cz there will be much more options ,choices. Stop going around the small world here and broaden your horizon, do it well for the exam nad there ll be many alternative paths just for you! and here i wish those who having the same circumstance as me be tough, be strong, be determine cz u must excel! n yes, u really will..juz see whether you choose to take control of the problem or u juz let the problem dominate you! Good Luck People!

im not goin to slow down my pace just to wait for something that's completely imaginary to me!

STPM result released today.People scoring excellent result is getting lesser and lesser. Im anxious, is there anybody willing to lend me a hand!.Freak out if i couldnt get what i want!

Thank you!

just came back from school.Today i did learn something, something probably we should know it but didnt expect it to be so freaking realistic.Just now i was having fun with my friend,laughing even at very simple thing.yes,we did speak mandarin throughout the conservation."when you speak in mandarin,you will speak very loud as you are confident with that whereas when you speak in english,you will speak softly as you're not confident enough"this is what she's telling everybody. I felt sarcastic as it's sound like telling us.Nonetheless, i can assure you I have a good command of english too! I definitely not agree with her! You are so wrong!Is there any statistic or facts stating that we are only good in our mother tongue but cannot be proficient in other language? I proudly tell you that im pretty confident in my english language, and of cause i speak good english too! It's of no use that i just type a few words here. Instead, i'll prove it to you!By then,I'll have tell u" Thank you for those who look down on me that no doubt is my moral encouragement!"

first and ever

my very first time failed a paper.Never did i expect that i failed my paper!gosh!i could say that i've predicted to do bad in this paper,but to actually fail, it was like slapping me on my face.Crap, I have no special feeling, at least i should feel guilty!

the very first

yea..just now went for badminton tournament in smk mantin, feeling not bad. wee@@
Glad that i choose to go instead of sleeping in home^_^